Today is the first day that I didn't have to go to work in the morning and then go from there to my other work.
I woke up and felt human again. I had time to be reflective in the morning, remember what day of the week it is, what I'm doing with my life and who I am. I had time to look at myself in the mirror while I put on makeup (its not a good idea to put on makeup when you're too busy to even look in the mirror while you do it), think about what I wanted to eat for breakfast, eat breakfast, pet the dog, gather my things together, pack a snack for work and still get to work on time.
Next week I am going to start working out in the mornings again but right now I am still just exhausted. Even though I had a four day holiday over the 4th of July I was so busy then trying to catch up on stuff that I still didn't get much time to just be still and think my thoughts.
I need time to think my thoughts. I really enjoy reflection and introspection and solitude. Especially in the morning.
And I like getting at least 7 hours of sleep and eating breakfast.
I like feeling human.
